in less than 24 hours, my life has seemingly turned to shit.

another ticket for a grand total of $110 i do not have the luxury of wasting.

alone

alone

alone

money i don't have

money money money

pay these bills. i gotta get rid of that credit card.

god i dont want to move home. but what if that's just what needs to happen?

it is also apparent that i do not understand people. maybe i'm selfish. maybe this is for the best. i dont know and i'll never know until it happens. well im making something happen, thats for sure.

i mustve disrupted some sort of balance in the world. this week has been hellish.

\am i alone?

am i just lonely?

next time, i'll be better next time, just need to be careful thats all.

things wont hurt as bad.

i felt like i was on top of the world once.